Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Ignorance Is Bliss

Today I am feeling very much like I wish I still didn't know it was abuse. I just want to crawl back into a safe warm place and curl up for a while. I just want to ignore it. I just want to go back to my life... okay well it hasn't been very much of a life for the last few years, but it is what I know. What they say is true. Ignorance is bliss. If I didn't know it was emotional abuse, I wouldn't have to feel this way. If I didn't know it was emotional abuse, I wouldn't have to try and change anything. If I didn't know it was emotional abuse, I wouldn't know that it could be better. And know that I know it can be better, how can I go back? ...Ignorance is bliss.

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